Happy, Free, Confused, and Lonely At The Same Time

inkerdoodle:

excuse me favorite character did i give you permission to die

mainstreetinternet:

The science witch trials

here’s your daily reminder that

  • you aren’t worthless
  • you’re worth more than you think you are
  • you mean a lot to someone
  • you’ve done something to make someone laugh or smile
  • you’ve laughed and smiled
  • you’re good enough
  • you deserve to be happy
  • you’re allowed to be sad
  • you’re you and nothing can change that
  • and there’s no one else you need to be

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s the sound I heard when I was 9 and my father slammed the front door so hard behind him I swear to god it shook the whole house. For the next 3 years I watched my mother break her teeth on vodka bottles. I think she stopped breathing when he left. I think part of her died. I think he took her heart with him when he walked out. Her chest is empty, just a shattered mess or cracked ribs and depression pills.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s all the blood in the sink. It’s the night that I spent 12 hours in the emergency room waiting to see if my sister was going to be okay, after the boy she loved, told her he didn’t love her anymore. It’s the crying, and the fluorescent lights, and white sneakers and pale faces and shaky breaths and blood. So much blood.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s the time that I had to stay up for two days straight with my best friend while she cried and shrieked and threw up on my bedroom floor because her boyfriend fucked his ex. I swear to god she still has tear streaks stained onto her cheeks. I think when you love someone, it never really goes away.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s the six weeks we had a substitute in English because our teacher was getting divorced and couldn’t handle getting out of bed. When she came back she was smiling. But her hands shook so hard when she held her coffee, you could see that something was broken inside. And sometimes when things break, you can’t fix them. Nothing ever goes back to how it was. I got an A in English that year. I think her head was always spinning too hard to read any essays.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s that I do.

It’s not that I don’t love you.  (via extrasad)
Anyone who takes the time to be kind is beautiful.
Richelle E. Goodrich (via avoxia)
asvprock:

13 Hypnotizing GIFs That Show How Everyday Things Are Made

bootyguarcl:

lavalamp-of-epicness:

I didn’t get any cake yesterday cause apparently my dad was still working on it.

He brought it to school today and I’m just-

image

how

image

is all of that

image

frickin sugar?

image

holy jesus 

wtf i think your dad just defied the law of physics and pastries

So, magic and stuff, that’s a surprise. It’s all a bit Harry Potter.
me: i'll do it at 7PM
time: 7:02PM
me: oops too late gotta wait till 8 now

bluhbluhhugedork:

bluhbluhhugedork:

“You never fucking taught me this shit”

A novel written by every student ever.

And the sequel

“you said this bullshit wasn’t on the test.”

barebackinq:

a strip club but instead of naked women its cute dogs that you give dog treats to for them to do tricks

spreadyourwiings:

epluspdegeneres:

dickwielding:

ellen is my spirit animal.

I’ve been waiting for this gifset

Ellen is queen

thesylverlining:

unexplained-events:

A Tibetan Monk blesses the deer that gather around him and someone snaps a picture. Upon viewing the picture they notice a rainbow had appeared.

pretty sure this is the happiest picture I’ve seen in a long time

thesylverlining:

unexplained-events:

A Tibetan Monk blesses the deer that gather around him and someone snaps a picture. Upon viewing the picture they notice a rainbow had appeared.

pretty sure this is the happiest picture I’ve seen in a long time